Goodmorning World! For today, I smile to you and you smile back. For today, I act as if I have never been more certain that I am exactly where I am meant to be, and to my surprise, I start to really really feel it and believe it. I clean out clutter from my life and I begin to take care of myself. I begin to be alive and present in this one moment. Nothing is perfect, it never is, and it never will be. Thank god for that! What would be exciting about my life if I could fit it into a 4 x 4 perfectly square and even box. Today I live in the messiness. I let my hair down, I let my body move and be as it is, I enjoy how the sun unevenly hits my limbs warming me from the core out. Just for today, I feel so safe in my own skin. I feel that I am enough. That my circumstance is enough. That it doesn't need to look better than it is, that I don't need to impress anyone with how fabulous my life is. I watch the days turn unlike I predicted them to. I am okay with this being a summer of self-improvement, of self-love, of relaxation. I surrender into His plan and can see my greatest wellbeing coming into the light and I am so overwhelmed with gratitude, that someone in this universe knows how to manage my life better than I do. What a relief, and what a joy! Its not perfect though. I am not always in acceptance. But for this moment I am.
And it really is just for today.
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