Liana, I forgive you for being imperfect. For doing things you wish you hadn't. For saying things you wish you hadn't. You did the best you could in those moments, to handle your feelings, and now with more perspective you are able to see that maybe you could have made wiser choices. But this is how you learn. This is how you learn what sits well with your soul and what doesn't. What behavior feels good, and what behavior doesn't. Truth is, there always may be consequences from our mistakes, but those are out of our hands. If there are consequences, in due time, we will know of them. However, there is something for us to take from our mistakes. Take away how it makes you feel. Remember that whats most important is to be on good terms with yourself. More important than the external consequences and your terms with others, is how you feel in your own skin when you go to sleep at night. Of course you feel lonely when you don't like yourself. And of course you don't like yourself when you take actions that come from a place of low self-esteem. So what, it happens. Make a living ammends to yourself and stop the behavior that makes you feel bad about yourself. Let the outcome go. It is too late to control what was done yesterday, or the day before. But you can control what you do in this moment. So step into your sunlight, take responsibility for your actions, and trust that your higher power only beseeches on you the consequences that will ultimately be for your higher good. Do not fear consequences. The universe is not here to punish you. It is here to teach you. Make you bigger, more whole, more accepting, more loving, less harsh, less judgemental and negative. For today, take responsibility for the energy you bring into this space. Set all the negativity aside. It only creates toxic energy within you, which breeds anxiety, resentment, and loneliness. Bring positive and constructive energy into the universe. Own the times your energy was not at an esteemable level but let it go. Do not dwell in negative pasts. They are past. Done. Finished. Move on. We cannot move forward until we forgive ourselves. For our imperfection, for our growth process. Sometimes dealing with feelings is messy. That's okay. Just take care of yourself the best you can.
And m o v e f o r w a r d. Love, Liana
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